El Señor En El Cielo (Fabian Arellano)

He was like a second father to me, a super hero, a motivation, the sunlight to my mornings. He passed away in September 1, 2003, it was a day we felt like dying with him as well, everyone was sad, depress, shocked, surprise. God is being unfair with our family, because his taking away everyone we love. A second father to me, never thought I would be loosing him and never see him again. Everyday that goes by I do it for him with energy even though I have so much pain deep down of me.

When he leaved our lives, we i felt if our life had ended and we didn't have a reason to live as well. It hurt me losing a father, because he would always treat me like a daughter that he didn't have. What hurts me more is that his son that he had and daughter won't have a change to meet him while grouping up. I always think of other, for example, my father what hurt since the day he passed away, he had a piece taken away from his heart. He would always look to my uncle, even though he was younger then him, he would always feel safe around him. Everyone, where we use to live, looked up to my uncle because he was a successful person and he still is, his the best doctor in his world. I love him and that would never change, even though his up in heaven.

I believe that sometimes god is being unfair because he has taking away three people from my dad's side of the family. He has took away, my aunt Paulita Arellano, my second youngest uncle Obdulio Areallano, and lastly my youngest uncle Obdulio Arellano. Our life's feel destroyed because the most successful people has been taking always from use. Sometimes I feel that god just wants to kill us all uncle no one is left from our family. But then again he has gave us many things in life and I try to appreciate it. I will appreciated if he can give us back the people we lost and who we really loved with all our hearts. I will always respect god but he shouldn't destroy us like that either.

He was my father, a father that would always be there for me and would show me his love that my didn't really show me.